Okay, I've never had so much stuff on my mind like I do now! I dont know who I can talk to about it, not that I would know how to make someone else understand how I feel. Nor do I know who I can trust with all my feelings. Yes, I have my husband but he doesnt really give me any advice about how I feel. So I guess in a way it helps me so it doesnt make me feel worse if I feel I've done something wrong. I just feel like I should let go of certain things & certain people in my life cuz all they do is make me feel lower then dirt. Or bring to much drama into my life & I dont want it. But on the other hand these are people whom I care about more then anything. So I dont know what to do. I know with one of the situations I should sit down & talk to them about it but I dont know how to make them feel how I feel. or for them to understand. & I dont wanna feel like I've wasted my time or theres. I just dont know what to do or who to turn to. I just feel lost & empty inside. Along with a worthless human being. I just feel so depressed & alone. With no one to turn to! Ugh....I dont know what to do anymore!!